Love Me . Love Me Not .
Thursday, June 22, 2006
goodbye to this blog...
"i will miss you"
i have a new blog!
*made my wish*<3
7:09 PM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
tomorrow is the day ...
i am so happy.
so much preparations and scheduling of time.
and finally...the day.
time really flies.
i cant get to sleep tonight..
after tomorrow, more things to be done.
but its going to be the happiest time of my life =)
*made my wish*<3
5:33 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
no life = no social life, no love life, no hobby life, YES to STUDIES!
well, i belong to YES life... i have a life. yes to all the above. BUT, a big NO to studiessss.... i am happy this way. at least i aint stressed, aint tied down, aint anything bad. nah... i finally realised i guess... no wonder people are all so different. perhaps there are many more other types of lives, who knows. wierdo life. haha...sighz... sorry, but studies is last on my priority list. work, people and all living things keeps me on the go. but dead stuff like studies, NO. we cant bring them, back to life. haha... only the person who wrote that book, set that test paper, whatever...is correct. ha..
im so damn pissed off lar....
*made my wish*<3
5:53 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
my silly little pudding ... he is sooo cute!
*made my wish*<3
12:43 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
i was actually watching singapore idol just now... can you believe it? i dont know whether to laugh or cry. those people...were they acting stupid or just plain ignorant of thier "talents"? i dont get it. well..not bad though. it was entertaining enough for me at LEAST. "nong nong ago???" hahahaha...thanks for making my day man..
i bought a pudding again just now. so im like really penniless now.. haha.. but im happy i finally found one i like. he is just 3 weeks old and i am going to name him 'honey'(again)..
im feeling so slack lately... gotta pull up my socks before i fall too behind... hmmm...sleepy le.. going to bed soon i guess... oh, after he finishes work.. kangyun i miss you...call me quick.. =)
*made my wish*<3
10:15 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
mother's day had been good i guess.. my mum had a craving for durian cake..so ta-da! EMI cake's durian cake is no doubt the best.. her fave... for dinner, kangyun cooked for her...we all had salmon chowder, steaks, lambs and baked potatoes with red wine. haha.. also my mum's fave.. everything went smoothly! =)
the day before mday i even had time to meet up with carol after my work...it had been sooo long since we last met. heard a lot about what she said about herself me life... i guess no matter what, carol you would always be the one to stand by all my decisions without a doubt. cheers to our friendship!
well...i guess on the surface things seems to look so good for me. but who really knows whats going on around me..? i am happy..no doubt about this. but it comes with a price to pay. although we have already made this decision, it doesnt mean troubles and quarrells wont come our way. so much obstacles. so much to think about..carefully. is this some kind of "pre-marriage stress" i am going through? i am sure i made the right choice, but i cant help but think of what ifs. finances arent looking too good either.. we didnt really plan to splurge, but just for my mum, my grandparents.. some expenses seem unavoidable. after we spent on everything..it would be just nice. but what if more necessary expenses come our way? hmmm....so much planning. and in future, should i really rent a room from my mum...or should i just rent one outside...haha.. i am thankful i have one year to settle all these. probably i should take a break from all these planning for the moment. wait till we are done with our rom..which is next month. =) so exciting... the only thing which we didnt plan to save on is our wedding bands. we really splurged ok..but it was worth it... the important thing is we both like it... ^_^
if i say i didnt mind people talking, i would be lying. or rather, i thought i didnt mind. well...anyone can say anything... but i really really hate it when the person is my mum. i understand that you care, you said it so many times... but please respect my decisions too...give me support. that would be what i need most now.. i thought we already discussed eveything carefully and now you are saying this. it hurts me to hear such things about the one i love! you shouldnt be bothered with me really. you should concentrate more on sis and that "husband" of hers. i freaking hate him! really... -_-
*made my wish*<3
11:17 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
i think its going to rain..again.. i was woken up by the heavy rain earlier this morning...but fell back to sleep. but for him, nothing could wake him. he slept like a log. LOL.. i am hearing thunder right now... please dont rain.. let kangyun be home before it rains...pleasssse.
after lunch with my laogong, i went to visit my grandpa with my brother. he has been hospitalised since 29.03.06...and really hopes to go home soo much. i wish he could speak to me again (like how he always would) soon..please get well soon... i miss old grandpa soo much... sighz.... he always says things that makes me sad.. he reminded me of how we used to travel to the many countries..malaysia, thailand, taiwan, hongkong, australia...hmmm..i would want you to come with me next year...i know you would love to. 21.06.2007 awaits you... =)
my first week at reservations had been a breeze. kinda slack actually.. i actually had to ask "is there anything else i can of help? i am so bored..." but my trainer said, "wendy, there are no more faxes, would you please sit down and relax...dont tire yourself out." time flew thats the good thing. haha.. i guess i shall just sit back and enjoy then! -_-
...46 days to my big day... =)
*made my wish*<3
10:17 PM
