Love Me . Love Me Not .
Friday, September 09, 2005
havent been blogging for a looong time.. almost a mth.. well, my com kept letting me down..wat can i do..? soon, i got so sick of it.. but i decided to give it a last try... if u dont see tis blog, it means i hav given up n will never see me blog again..! hah.. lately i hav been really busy..with work, sch n social life.. no time for com to let me down..hee.. exams next week..sho happy.. cos it means a break frm sch n boring lessons!! it will be a full work week following tat, n best shift:3-11/2-10. hehe.. but then, no social life... who cares...hah..at least dont hav to be home alone.. life's been great, work has been pretty sucky..not as if i really give a damn...im numbed by it i guess... my hotel taught me to be cruel, cold, heartless, a hypocrite, robot, n most of all..be an actress...work's my stage.. put on a fake smile... then cry when i on my way back home....! lol... its true... hate hskp. =/
he has been very busy too.. making mooncakes.. its been almost 3 weeks... he's working 9am-11pm daily. yup, havent been meeting up except during lunch.. he is soo sweet. he wants me to miss call him during my lunchtime so he could come up to eat with me too... it doesnt matter how late...cos i hav late lunches all thanks to hskp. so we still manage to spend some time together.. if he finishes early..he will takes a bus here to meet me then...take a cab home past midnight...which is bad...=( anyway...shall not harp on it.. he is making me love him more and more its scary..! dont wanna be too dependent on him... so i can understand he's a workaholic.. although it makes me sad sometimes..he never fails to make up for it. urghh...ok, stop. enough. dont wanna say so much.. making me sounds like... anyway..ya, initially i was quite upset..cos i hav free days-fri to mon after exams, but we cant even meet up. hes working... so i hav to occupy myself with something useful, i dont know what yet.. no, i dont blame him..he's talked abt it before already.. so...in e mean time...i wont blog again...my com is gonna let me down, i know. so...wait for october. haha... my darling's bday is coming...... hah.. wat shall i get him...? p.s. tat day he bought me a blouse cos he bought a shirt for himself too..first time in my life..a guy bought me a top..so touched...hee =)
*made my wish*<3
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