yet another dreamless night last night.. woke up feeling sad as usual.. dont know what is it that i really want.. daydreamed throughout the journey on my way to sch.. i cant make up my mind... i guess its not e fact that he isnt spending time with me. but how it doesnt matter to him when we dont meet up.. how he can meet me during luch at work, but cant sms me when im not at work. little things.. i dont know.. how can a person be so workaholic? is this how its supposed to be? i dont know.. have to study for my maths exam tmr.. but im not in the mood... how can i feel better... if he were to put down his work and everything, just give me some time, i wont be happy too. just what is it i want.. why is it making me feel sad.. sighz...yet another home alone night... i dont want anybody at home anyway..im rejecting people now... all go away.... i just want to think alone.. until i feel better..i just cant do anything properly.. my life just sucks right now... -_- *made my wish*<38:45 PM
*made my wish*<38:45 PM
