Love Me . Love Me Not .
Monday, September 19, 2005
exams are over..going back to work tomorrow. but im thankful for my evening shift-3-11/2-10 for e whole of tis week..! well.. had quite a busy weekend last week.. on e day of e last paper, my classmates and i actually went IMM's giant to shop for bbq stuff..when we arent even sure if everythings confirm..ha. but finally on sat..we managed to pitch a tent and bbq just next to the beach.. wah...excellent spot until some race came..thank god they left, not overnight..haha.. then he came too..after work..cos it has really been a week since we last met up. then we went for a walk that lasted e whole night... but my poor friends...they couldnt sleep...tortured by some other race...drumming e whole night...singing like birds that had problems sleeping.... aiyoyo..we went back at about 5am..distracted by e noise, and saw them half-asleep-half-awake. then my god!! heavy downpour!! sky soo scary!! we grabbed everything we could and rushed for shelter. haha.. so ke lian... it was 6.30am. he sent me home in a cab..then went to work...9am-11pm shift..never sleep e whole night..my goodness..he can take it! cos that very sunday, we already planned to meet up to stay up e whole night till today.. ya, we did.. we even went crystal jade for brunch..played some video games..then went for a movie-A Sound of Thunder(i was glad.it was a great movie.my type of movie)..i fell asleep halfway thru though...haha.. hmmm...we talked about a lot. mainly about his workaholic-sm. he felt really bad, i saw that..and regretted bringing up the issue.. but at least i got it off my chest..no longer feeling sad... hee.. tis whole week hes working 3-11 without OT.. which means... ok, we are meeting up after work tomorrow.. haha.. all of a sudden, dont like myself.. why am i always such a petty, sensitive and troublesome gf.. he is such a sweet bf..why didnt i see that then? anyway, i just like to think so much, too much. have too much free time, dont know how to spend. sighz..hate me ba. wah..i cant take it.. havent slept properly for 2 nights.. badly need sleep. might sleep soon... zZz..
*p.s.loving him more......
*made my wish*<3
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