Love Me . Love Me Not .
Friday, July 29, 2005
mini-bar is so slack tat its juz soo sick..! tmr last day there anyway.. do nothing..e whole day i juz chat around with ppl i saw, walk here there dunno where.. my manager even asked me..so wendy, tmr is ur last day, wat time would u like to work? so i said..9am is so boring im doing nothing..let me come 10am? i wanna sleep an hour more. granted! my goodness..an ok, as long as ure happy was wat he said. eww... hmm..i saw him again today, during lunch. but i was with sophie again, so didnt get to talk to him. its ok, im gonna wait for him finish work tmr.. 5 hours..gotta plan how im gonna spend it. juz now e chinese restaurant manager was asking me if i would like to work during e mooncake festival.. for 2 weeks, 10am to 8pm everyday. good $.. i would love to..but school! tats e problem..sighz.. he will be working too.. to earn $.. well, i will see how.. cos being home alone is driving me crazy. even if there r others at home, it makes no diff.. they dun talk to me. then my mind starts to run wild, i start to become sad, demoralised then depressed.. sad cos i havent recovered..time will heal everything. demoralised cos i think abt how much weight i hav put on after working at shang for a yr..in sch i was 43, then 45, now 47.. i hate tis.. i hav decided to start slotting 'exercise' into my lifestyle.. as of today.. earlier tis evening i went for a 45min jog.. if i do it more often..not only can i lose those kgs, i feel less lethargic n look better.. not like i havent slept for days.. haha.. yesterday, again.. he took a cab to my block after work.. tis time i really really wanted to see him. we sat at e park n chatted till 3am.. i woke up at 7am tis morning. super taxing on my health, but it was worth it. i havent chatted with him like tis for a looong time.. he made big plans for our very first off day together! tis sunday.. he wants to go to east coast park, eat something nice n watch a movie.. how do i arrange these so it wont seem difficult..? lol.. he even borrowed a camera.. he wants to take pictures..not thru hp.. then he is gonna send one of it back to his mother n sis! ahh..! i juz cut my hair, i look so "tut", i dun wan take pic! haha.. 30 mins more n he is off duty.. guess i better go get myself sleepy.. later gonna sms him then head straight to lala-land.. i need all e sleep in e world.. ! zzZZzzz... =)
*made my wish*<3
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