Love Me . Love Me Not .
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
i was about to start blogging when he called... he's at work rite now.. chatted for a while, 6mins to be exact.. i havent seen him for 3 days. he wanted to meet me today after work.. but 11pm...a little too late aint it? i think i need more sleep. i will see him tomorrow already, anyway..but my heart juz says noo! im thinking of taking a cab to shang later juz to see him.. is tis a little crazy? but i miss him a lot... think better not.. its my mum n dads' 20th wedding anniversary tomorrow, dont wanna make her worry.. i think his chef is doing it on purpose.. maybe they juz dont like us to be together often, so he changed his shift to 3-11 all e way as of tis week.. they r such blabbermouths. a chef who spotted us weeks ago went up to blu n told all e chefs: he actually found a singaporean gal! he wasnt n isnt well-liked by many. thus so... who cares.. as long as we r happy. i dont want him to be bothered by wat they say. he juz dont like e way they look at me.. like in curiousity or wat, i feel like an zoo animal.. watever.. tomorrow..is our 1st month anniversary. a few days after we got together, i started making a star each day. today, i hav 30 stars, each with a date.. tomorrow's star, with a message.. im giving him tomorrow during his break.. im working 9-5 shift for now...see e diff? like how do we even meet? he suggested bfast together.. im lazy... haha.. school hasnt been great latelt, n wont be for tis sem. so im glad for those smses he sent me when im in sch.. makes me feel a lot better.. ! oh, juz now..my god... i saw myself on tv.. e filming was tat day when i was at sentosa..at e beach..tat bridge..in a "suntanning suit"..(forced)chatting with tat old man..thank god, its backview!! haha... anyway, i look forward to work tomorrow..really.. cos i get to see him.. piece back tat missing bit of my life.... =)
*made my wish*<3
9:57 PM
