Love Me . Love Me Not .
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
i hate my com.. im retyping this.. cos it didnt manage to publish... dont wanna repeat le. im so sleepy n my com is doing this to me..nooo... oh, never mind.. anyway...
rainy weather..making me feel sick n sleepy.. i havent been sleeping well n am starting to look terrible! even he says so! dark eye circles..!! well.. ever since he started his 3-11 shift, i have been waiting for him to finish work every night so we can chat on the phone.. but the thing is, once we start, we cant stop! i will sleep at 2,3am then wake up at 6plus for school! i cant continue anymore, sadly.. i need my beauty sleep or im turning into wendy witch.. haha.. much as i want to, i really cant! let me gain back my energy first.. yep...
yesterday, i was feeling very bad.. he finished work at 11pm, n without thinking he took a cab down to my block! i was supposed to wait for his call n was alredy 80% asleep on e bed in my pjs.. not that i was lazy to change, i wouldnt know what to say to mum...to go out when i was supposed to be asleep! so he called me instead, took a bus n went home.. i went back to sleep immediately.. i didnt even wait for him to reach home, like i always do.. felt soo sad... we were meeting up today, he just couldnt wait.. just now, we had only 1.5hrs together.. he had to work at 3pm.. we had lunch at ajisen, walked around cold storage at taka then went wisma.. time flew like a jet plane.. before i knew it, i was alone again. nah, not to worry, not tat i mind. just 'she bu de' him.. i just wish to see him more often. after that i went to meet my classmates who happened to be in town..just a while. then i came home... he was telling me about his plans.. some plans that might need him to go back. but he didnt want to yet.. well, i have already prepared myself for things like these. i was aware since day one.. it doesnt bother me yet. cos he still cares a lot for me.. well...really need to sleep already... see him in lala land.. lol.. miss you my kang yun... do you hear me..? i miss you so much dearest... =/
*made my wish*<3
9:25 PM
