Love Me . Love Me Not .
Sunday, July 24, 2005
on the 21st july, i had to see him.. cos i was happy it had been a month. well, he was 3-11, i was 9-5..no way we could meet up. so he made an excuse so he got to go to the furthest kitchen in the hotel to get food. he told me to wait there.. it was an empty kitchen, cos no function. its a 4 min walk there. we met up there, went to e stairway to chat a while, took a 7 min stroll back.. then i went home, happily. at least we got to spent some minutes together..
friday was his off day, i was working so we met up late. we saw my mum by coincidence, then my dad..at about 4am. well...dont know what to say.. he started to self-intro, blabbered on abt why i was with him etc.. i had to signal him to stop.. lol.. tat night/morning, i slept at 5am, woke up at 6.45am to go work.. shagged, but at least i got to see him longer.. i have not told my parents, no intentions to, yet. i need more time.. he is a great guy, a good boyfriend, very matured in his thinking... but i am not absolutlely sure just yet.. i dont know why, but i just cant get myself to trust.. time is one thing, quality time spent together is another issue.. i wish we can have more time together.. he will be working 3-11 for a long time cos of some unhappy issues at work.. like forced to.. in order to keep his job.. i will be working 9-5 for a long time.. the most he can do is to have same off days, which is already granted...
woke up early in the morning today.. had an apppoinment to cut hair at 10.30am, i woke up late! so took cab down... after that, visited petshops, went shopping around the serangoon area.. bought lunch, bubble tea! and came home... so here i am....missing him... =)
*made my wish*<3
2:27 PM
