Love Me . Love Me Not .
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
i havent seen him for 2 days.. miss him so so sooo much... ... last sunday we went marina south to eat steamboat.. juz steamboat, cos he says e bbq is unhealthy. lol.. yup, to be honest.. my lifestyle changed a lot cos of him.. but im glad to adapt. he is soo infectious. with his dreams, ambitions, lifestyle n all. it makes me wanna change.. he feels my life should be a little more interesting...which made me pondered for a long time..until today, even now.. yes it is..but how can i make it better..? he said adding a little sport like swimming or reading or juz by being with him. lol.. it true.. i should not juz concentrate on relationships, n juz spending time with him.. there is a lot more to life. a bf is juz a part, maybe an important part.. but frenz, family n hobby should make up e other parts.. i should oso hav a goal in life.. wat i wanna do in future... ya, he sounds so much like a naggy daddy.. which he hates when i call him tat. but it is so damn true.. he inspires me.. well, its a little early.. but he is thinking how would it be possible for me to live in china after my bond.. maybe work there? he is going to extend his contract until my band ends, but after tat he wans to go back to build up his career.. so he can hav a good life after his 30s.. in fact he has already saved quite enough n can go back next yr when his contract expires.. well.... tis is like soo far to me.. a little too much to think abt. but i hav to.. im not on a short term rship... well, tis is like so unexpected. i hav never ever expected such a turning point in my life. i mean, i said before i will never like someone frm e hotel, i am like soo biased against e chinese..sorry to say tat, but now im not..but now... i hav fallen for him... really....
*made my wish*<3
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