Love Me . Love Me Not .
Friday, July 08, 2005
1st day at housekeeping today. well.. not too bad..was doing public area! m floor n horizon club level..a bit of lobby.. had quite a good day.. basically, i have to vaccum e carpet, sweep e floor, mop e marble area, polish brass doors, wash e sinks, clean e toilet bowls, spray lots of freshener, top up toilet paper, clean those mirrors, empty dustbins, tidy up ashtrays, pick up litter...all..3 times a day (each area) n my job is done! sounds so damn shitty, feels do damn dirty.. but i dun intend to be negative or else im juz gonna suffer.. laughing at myself as i do all these... if only there are lesser toilets. if only there r lesser cubicles.. if only there is lesser mirrors n no make up area... e worst was having to enter e gents. e auntie i was attached too had to drag me in.. lol... we were done 2 hrs before time.. so we chatted in an "ulu ulu" ladies. then i went back to e store, fold handtowels for a vip function, tats it.. ppl there quite nice.. not too bad.. ;)
that tuesday.. he smsed me a question, within 10 mins i "received" my answer.. he finished work before 11pm, so he took a cab to my block, asked me to come down, so we can have ice-cream together... but i was already on my bed, ready to sleep, but i went anyway.. no regrets. ice-cream...something very memorable for us. (i remember, n will always remember..tat hazelnut n greentea gelato frm taka...) then on wednesday we met up too.. didnt intend to initially, cos i dun wan meet up soo much, i get soo used to it n u noe...... shall not be negative.. anyway, i went out with my classmates.. since its at orchard... we went for dinner, then went somewhere i hav alwaz wanted to go but juz no company..chinablack.. so near to shang.. so at 11pm after he finished work, thought i could see him soon. but silly him... he bought a bottle of red wine earlier n wanted to share it with me, so he was on e cab, on e way home to get it... but i cant.. no way.. i cannot take vodka then red wine can i? i dun think so.. i can only take one type a day.. so he made a u-turn. yesterday we went to visit a museum at raffles place. i got lost inside, so scary, couldnt find him, wanna cry... so i came out sat by spore river, waited for him.. how could he lose me... then we went esplanade... today i saw him twice at workplace.. i was happy cos i saw him... unintentionally. cos im like no longer working at line, cant walk past e pizza, pasta area often juz to try my luck to see him.. haha.. but i didnt saw him there today, it was elsewhere.. to him, im alwaz like so silly.. he alwaz says i think too much, i shouldnt tis tat n all.. well, i dunno wat to say.. might not say too much. but he understands me so well.... i like him sooo much... its no longer tat kind of juz physical n juz cos we r new couple kind of attraction.. did a lot i cant explain.. never done before... i actually like him for who he is, cos of his personality, his attitude towards things in life, i accepted his flaws n all.. well... its juz been only 17 days, tats why i feel so puzzled... only time can tell......
miss you, my kang yun... =)
*made my wish*<3
8:40 PM
