Love Me . Love Me Not .
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
its funny i feel more worn out at sch than at work.. had a bad project week. sch already sux enough. well, my project sux. i hate meetings. esp tis project's. e project is boring enough, yet i play not much part in it. feel demoralised more than anything else. no sense of satisfaction. well, no effort frm me then of cos.. wont even try... anyway, who would listen to me? my presence wont mean anything.. heck care.. like it or not.. i do wat i like only.. wat for hurt myself over tis damn thing... well, time to go home i shd, why sacrifice being sandwiched in mrt? time for play, of cos i go... wat for put in effort tat no one appreciates? e whole damn fking thing juz sux lar.. damnz.... had enough. well, who cares if anyone is happy or not? at e end of e day, most prob all i get is a "wats wrong with her" again.. theres nothing wrong. ppl juz think they noe me. but they dun at all.... guess to them im juz one sulky gal with something wRoNg. things tat dun belong to me, i juz dun struggle. :/
*made my wish*<3
8:00 PM
