Love Me . Love Me Not .
Friday, May 06, 2005
a bittersweet week for me.. manz, i juz freaking hate sch... it juz sux =/ i cant keep up with lessons so im late for sch everyday anyway i dun hav anything to look forward to cos e truth is there is juz nth, nOtHiNg. sighz... oh well.. let it be..let it be..let it be.. ;P yesterday was my first day at the line shop. and wow, i enjoyed working there tremendously! so much so to e extent tat having no off day tis week doesnt affect me much! ok, cos they gave me thur off n i wasnt aware, so i went work! now i hav to work thur, fri, sat & SUN!! i wanna celebrate mama day de... im working 9-5 tat day... today n tmr 7-3.. dread waking up in e morning.. but i juz love to work there! more than at room service..! it juz gets better... ok, maybe cos im like interested in pastry stuff, beverage stuff.. so tis place is like a small "cafe" which sits abt 12pax. we serve cakes, danish pastries, muffins, scones n all tat.. as well as specialty coffee n tea etc.. n we sell stuff like chocolates by weight, cookies, tea, etc.. all my fav stuff.. i love those chocolates.. look so attractive.. finally, im doing something i hav been wanting! oh ya, on top of these, e colleagues there r great ppl! help me a lot.. i juz love e place..! hmmm..decided to bake a cake for my mum tmr.. before i go to bed.. hee.. her favourite flavour lemon.. im baking a butter cake with lemon custard n strawberries.. hope its a success.. then comes e 9th.. our 2yrs8mths.. im making chocolate truffles.. juz for him.. after much experiment.. hehe.. we r like making soo many plans lately.. juz wanna make full use of time before he enters ns next year.. so we had it planned out.. 18-20 june, we booked a chalet.. 11-14 dec, going to cameron highlands for a holiday.. i hav been wanting to see wats e place all abt.. i dun believe its tat boring.. on top of tat, i might be moving to a 4-rm flat.. no longer in bishan i guess.. if it solves e problem, im more than happy even if its a 3-rm. all i wan is for my family to be happy.. nothing else matters. really... frm next yr, im going to start saving $. hope to go on a holiday with my mum.. juz me n her, like tat time when she brought me to new zealand. i remember how she juz wan me to enjoy, $ doesnt matter.. in e end we spent a hefty S$10k on tat vacation. lol.. juz 2 of us.. cant imagine.. sighz.. im doing a lot of thinking lately.. some things tat matters, it juz matters to me n i wan all to be happy. some things tat juz upsets me, i juz dun bother anymore.. if ure nice, im gd to u, if ure not, i ignore.. well, tats life... who cares.. im happy working.. n everything except tat.. tat tiny tat. which doesnt matter le.. im soo tired! gonna sleep early tonite... wake up, n enjoy working again.. hah..! =)
*made my wish*<3
9:00 PM
