Love Me . Love Me Not .
Saturday, April 30, 2005
todays my last day at rs.. well, sad to say. it was a bad day for me!! but i tolerated of cos.. told myself not to be bothered my immature beings.. take a deep deep breath n continue walking with my head uP! it started out well initially. me delivering meals to all sorts of nice guests.. n then e first irritating thing happened. tis damned black-skinned. some housekeeping young fellow who has been irritating me for some time already.. each time i did clearing at garden wing i will see his stupid face. n he will make all sorts of comments like "wah, small gal pushing soo many trolleys ar.. hahahahahahahahah" "eh, u think u really can or not?" or "here she comes, oei u dun bang me horr.." kaoz.. who r u to comment? nvm... i tolerate.. i pretened i didnt see him.. but juz now, tat was my limit alrite.. he saw me pushing 4 trolleys at a go n purposely stood in front of me n say "ehh.. watch where u going.. wanna bang me? woooo..." then my trolleys went haywire all over e tunnel. i lost control of it. i had 8 trolleys to deal with n time was running out as i took an hour to clear those bloody trolleys n tats wat i get?? instead of "hey, can i help?" tis immature black-skinned said such childish things n laughed his heart out! well... tis time i gave him a cold hard stare, glared at him, n pushed all e trolleys onto him! manz, it nearly got him if he wasnt fast k! i was hoping it would at least break his toes if not smash his knees.. but he got away scot free.. but, he got frightened n scurried away immediately trying hard to snicker as if nothing like tat happened. e next thing i knew, i finished work, was waiting to collect uniform n he walked past. tis time he kept his eyes to e floor n pretended not to see me. hah..tat wont be e end my "frieeend"... freak u... god damned freaking freak u u black! of cos tat wasnt wat it took to make my day bad.. other things like e warmer smashing onto my shin, my ankle, ppl "trying" to "help" but created a hell of a mess for me, ppl not believing me n ended up making me do double job cos i was rite! bla bla bla... wat a freaking day for me... sighz... i hate tis type of lifestyle.. when i hav e chance, im definitely leaving e hotel line... why do i hav to torture myself n deprive myself of soo many good things in e world. like, my family, my bf, my good friends.. but till then, i hav to look on e bright side of it i guess...... freak... anyway, next week working 9am at tat line shop.. nobody seems to be aware im starting work there.. not e manager or anybody. haha.. i got my unifrom, but without e pants.. hah..no pants already e auntie said.. can u believe it? their shoes r nice though... but uncomfy top. hmmm.. tmr... wanna go orchard a while.. wan go mango.. then to furniture mall.. i need to buy a bed, my darling needs to buy stuff for his new house, new room.. finally, his own room.. hah.. then..monday.. project day.. but actually alrite.. cos going to visit some places to see if suitable for our kitchen (cum resaurant) project.. oh, watever.. so tired!! but not too bad... cos tis week i broke record. instead of e usual abt 10 rooms per day. i served 22 rooms on thurs! it was madness.. but i earned about S$70 & US$12 tip in total.. frm e rich guests tat came for some world conference or something.. but i cant use e US notes though.. hee.. but saving e rest for e 2 nites chalet at sentosa with my darling.. we booked last month assuming we should be free tat 3 days! hah.. im rich tis week.. =P tonite gonna sleep early again... all i wanna do is sleep n dream... feel so worn out... need a break... *yawnz* but first, wat should i eat for dinner...? ;)
*made my wish*<3
7:16 PM
