Love Me . Love Me Not .
Sunday, February 20, 2005
why.. cos my com is full of wat spyware, adware.. arghh.. i hav a few mins to blog before my com shuts off by itself again. haha.. i hate my bqt project. its really driving me crazy.. i was like so busy with it i hardly hav any time for myself.. let alone him.. i juz wanna give up, n dun care abt it anymore. but... i cant.. my woking life hasnt been so great lately too.. e ppl there juz dun work right. hey, wats e point of screaming at me, hurling abuses at me, using all sort of vulgarities on me? it juz lowers my morale n makes me hate working there. i have alwaz hated bqt anyway. no sense of belonging.. im actually glad i hav my 2 classmates in tis same dept with me. at least i dun feel so alone anymore.. e ppl there juz sux.. i hate those china gals, malaysians.. arghh... some sporeans r no better too.. they dun hav standards. everything anything.. then u might as well dun work.. shang is wasting all their $$ on these ppl.. well.. it will be over soon for me. soo happy.. hee.. next week is my last week in banquet! yay..! but... im working 7 in e morning everyday..! arghh... then i will be going to room service.. haha.. or nadaman? not confirmed yet.. but its kinda weird at e same time.. cos im actually feeling kinda sad to leave bqt. sure there r those times when i felt soo mad.. but there r also happy moments there.. fun moments too.. hehe.. i will really miss some ppl there.. i mean 4 months there.. unlike my usual 2 months at other depts... okok.. im unhappy sometimes, but i do not regret being placed there. im so sad.. no more bqt for me? i hav to go to a new dept, get to noe e ppl there all over again.. tats e scary part... :/
*made my wish*<3
7:24 PM
