haha.. but tats so not funny.. he came to my house juz now. i went home n saw him at my house waiting for me.. he wanted to talk. he said we should be together. we should overcome all obstacles together. finally he realised. only a bit too late though. i was extremely heartbrokened last nite. i took it out on all e gifts n cards he gave me. i didnt wanna read them again anymore. so i tore up all of e cards. into bits n peices. n then i regretted immediately. all these cards were given to me rite frm e start of our rship. something precious to me. n i actually did tat? frm my 17th bday to 19th bday, all my xmas cards, vday cards.. all gone now.. on top of tat i broke 2 necklaces tat he gave me too.. one was a recent gift. my xmas gift. how heartless of me. but it wasnt e first time. im juz too impulsive. i broke e watch he gave me too.. i really regret tat k.. it hurts to look at e time now.. something else even more heartbreaking. we were arguing juz now n out of frustration, i threw e promise ring he gave me for our first valentine's day out of my window.. i live on e 14th storey. immediately i realised wat i did n regretted it. i rushed down to look for it. it was 7.30pm. e sky was getting dark. i searched n searched. but to no avail. its gone... im so sad.. i didnt mean to throw it.. my bf.. he juz alwaz makes me mad to tis extent. or perhaps im juz tis spiteful. i do things to make him sad when he makes me sad? i dunno.. but it really hurts. i wan my ring back... if u ask me.. i really dunno.. should i really continue to be with him? is such quarrels normal in a rship? can i even trust tat he wont hurt me anymore..? *made my wish*<310:46 PM
*made my wish*<310:46 PM
